Bloody Mess!!!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM!!!

URGHHHH!!!! BALLLABBBBURBBB BLABBBURBBB PHEWWW PIUWWW TUIHH!!!

Homai!

My blog is full of dust!!! Spider webs!!! And above all, full of LAZINESS!!!

I admit, it's been long since I updated my blog!

 Ye la, since tak ramai nak baca kan, so malas lah sikit! Ahaks!

Ni haaa, nak citer! Ekekekkeke~~~

I have a crush on someone....

Haha!

Caught Red handed for always setting eyes on him! (Please reduce tis Zina eyes activity. Please!)

Camni, since semester 1...I've known him....

Just camtu2 je...

I find him, bad mouthed! Sarcastic! Sombong! Riak! Takabur! (Ish, sukati aku meletakkan persepsi yg mlampao lampao terhadap org! That was then, okay! Now lain!)

To me, and some of his classmates dia ni KEREK ya amatsss!!!

But lately, I think I like him!............................................pffffttttttt!!!

Here I go, story-ing yaaa with bored-teenage-stupid-puppy-love-crushes!

It was Saturday/ Tuesday (cus 2 hr ni je ade pasar malam kat BSP ni ha...) I was walking my way back to my room when I saw him....hehehe

I was blue-blacking my fingers from holding many plastic bags of food when I saw him walking his way to the mosque!

Malu? Yes! Pathetic (I mean me la, not him) Yes!

Malu becus, I was holding those plastics of food and whining myself bila nak smpai sbb I'm in deep hunger, but him?

Calmly walking his way to the Mosque...

to worship Allah...entah dia makan, entah tidak?

But ME? Ingat nak makan je?

Knape tak ingat Allah yg memberi makan, memberi kesihatan untuk makan...tidak menarik nikmat aku tuk makan???

Malu! Malu! MALU!!!

I like him, becus he puts Religion first before anything else.....Put ISLAM before anything else...

I watched all of his videos on YouTube, Perghh! Islamic!

I even read his blogs! Again....it's Islamic....

But the questions is?

KENAPA KAT MATA AKU, DIA BEGITU RIAK???

Or is he holding something back? RIAK utk tutup diri dari something? Who knows?

From him, I learn to not judge the book by it's cover.....(double meaning sikit, sbb dia tak hensem muka sangat....tp hensem hati! Tu lg penting...ehhehehe...)

I judge him before I know who he is...and I wanna know more about him! MORE!!!

 He is somebody that I wish to have for the rest of my life...

To be My caliphs...Role model to my children after Nabi Muhammad P.B.U.H...
Okay2, Part kahwin2 ni agak keterlaluan, and embarrassing! But still, I'm hoping for someone like him to guide me in this ruthless world full of fitnah...

Amin~~~~~

"Ya Allah, tolonglah kurniakan aku seorang pemimpin untuk membimbingku dan keturunanku ke jalan mu Ya Allah...untuk mendapat keredhaan-MU ya Allah...mencapai Jannah-MU di akhirat kelak...Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin~~~"

He also made me realise that...........I've committed so much sins...

Please remorse ur self Liana! Banyakkan ibadah! Utama2 skali, solat sunat~ Puase~ Zikir~ Baca Quran.....

Istighfar banyak2....

Ya Allah, aku doa kepada-Mu...semoga dia jodoh ku...Amin~~~

*Terjiwang plaks pg2 ni...Maaf C: